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Showing posts with label Lo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lo. Show all posts
Sunday, August 11, 2013
Sunday, June 30, 2013
Its Your Birthday
Hi Lo!
Today is your 29th birthday! Today is also the day where I enter the ICU as a real live doctor for the first time. I don't really start until tomorrow ... but they are going to show me around today. Can you believe it?
We all miss you very much. I know you're with me all the time. And just in case you were thinking about going on vacation for your birthday, don't. You need to be in the ICU tomorrow to help me out. You've been there way more than any of us!
I sure hope you are having an absolutely amazing heavenly birthday party with lots of blue balloons and yellow cake with chocolate icing and homemade chili and drumsticks. I know you are.
Love you to the moon and back!
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
On Moments
As I sit here watching the Houston Firefighters Memorial, I can't help but feel for the families at this exact moment. Leaving the funeral is the worst part. The finality of it is overwhelming.
Walking out of Lo's funeral, I was completely overwhelmed by the enormous number of people who had loved Lo and who were surrounding us with their love. Halfway down the aisle, I realized I was walking all alone, without my best friend, for the first time. How strange that surrounded by all those people whom I loved that I could feel so alone for an instant. I'm sure some of the family and friends of those firefighters are feeling that right now.
It was only an instant. Ever since then, I've felt the love and presence of my sister constantly. I've felt it through the actions and words of others. I've felt it through the changes of the seasons. I've felt it through the sound of thunder and rain and rainbows. I've felt it through the presence of hummingbirds. I've felt it when I've called friends who lived 15 minutes away and somehow appeared at my front door 9 minutes later.
Saturday morning, I felt the absolute opposite of loneliness. It was Lo's goddaughter's birthday party. At the end of the party, Lauren asked for a balloon. When her uncle asked why, she said she wanted to send it to Lo. We went outside and watched the balloon rise straight up for what seemed like hours until finally it couldn't be spotted anymore. It was amazing.
My prayer for the friends and families of these four is that they get to experience countless moments like that. Moments where they know those gone before aren't really all that far away. Moments where they know their best friends are still right beside them. Moments where they get to see the love of those still around. Moments where they get to appreciate the moments of life that were taken too soon from others.
Walking out of Lo's funeral, I was completely overwhelmed by the enormous number of people who had loved Lo and who were surrounding us with their love. Halfway down the aisle, I realized I was walking all alone, without my best friend, for the first time. How strange that surrounded by all those people whom I loved that I could feel so alone for an instant. I'm sure some of the family and friends of those firefighters are feeling that right now.
It was only an instant. Ever since then, I've felt the love and presence of my sister constantly. I've felt it through the actions and words of others. I've felt it through the changes of the seasons. I've felt it through the sound of thunder and rain and rainbows. I've felt it through the presence of hummingbirds. I've felt it when I've called friends who lived 15 minutes away and somehow appeared at my front door 9 minutes later.
Saturday morning, I felt the absolute opposite of loneliness. It was Lo's goddaughter's birthday party. At the end of the party, Lauren asked for a balloon. When her uncle asked why, she said she wanted to send it to Lo. We went outside and watched the balloon rise straight up for what seemed like hours until finally it couldn't be spotted anymore. It was amazing.
My prayer for the friends and families of these four is that they get to experience countless moments like that. Moments where they know those gone before aren't really all that far away. Moments where they know their best friends are still right beside them. Moments where they get to see the love of those still around. Moments where they get to appreciate the moments of life that were taken too soon from others.
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